I do not take illness lightly. I offer my prayers for those who have passed away and their families, and I bow my head to the efforts of those involved in healthcare.
There was a troublesome king who, if displeased, would behead his subjects, confiscate their belongings, or restrict their daily lives... I liken germs to such a king, and one should not live a life centered around such a king. Nothing will be born from it. It is important to recognize the 'existence' of situations and conditions, learn, and build a body that can react flexibly, but ultimately, the protagonist of life is always 'oneself'.
Since this era began, I have felt 'hope' more strongly than before. Humans, paradoxically, crave 'hope' more intensely when placed in situations of hardship or difficulty. (Just as convenience can make people foolish, hardship can foster ingenuity.)
With people staying home, the masses are disappearing. The misconception that 'everyone' must be accepted equally by 'everyone,' a culture of 'no nail sticking out,' brands and businesses without substance, and existing values are naturally declining. I don't really know, but anyway, I always say, 'Live true to yourself! Engage with society true to yourself! That's okay.'
In daily life, each dining-out experience has become precious and important. It doesn't have to be frequent. I also want to cherish each of my belongings. Promoting the economy through consumption and waste is just a misconception. Each experience feels very enjoyable, which allows for more consideration and smiles towards others. Enjoy what is necessary with the people who need it, at the time they need it, to the fullest extent possible.
From a consumer's perspective, one should pay for that one experience what they would have paid for 10 trivial previous experiences. That would balance the economy.
My only overseas trip in 2020. I was able to go to Hawaii in December. Thanks to the cooperation of those around me, I am truly grateful.
How many times have I traveled from Hawaii to Japan before? However, this trip was clearly different. Although I was accustomed to overseas travel, I became cautious. A precious journey. I proceeded with extreme caution, carefully completing procedures and planning, and finally managed to make it happen. A new experience for me, who has always lived by 'no plan' and just going with the flow.
The initial tension came when I bought my plane ticket. Explaining and interpreting the new ‘Travel Guidelines.’ I’m not suited for rules at all, but I listened intently. This might be a first-time experience for me too. Before traveling, I had to get a PCR test at a clinic in Tokyo designated by the state of Hawaii, which cost 40,000 yen. My positive thinking was, ‘Who exactly certified this clinic? If they’re making money off PCR tests through backroom connections, then my 40,000 yen is a bribe! They’ll make me test negative even if I’m positive, it’ll be fine.’ I told myself. I was clearly nervous. I followed all the rules, even the ones I found ridiculous and disagreed with. It was all a balancing act to achieve my goal... This is my first challenge, as someone who tends to be contrary and go their own way. I was absolutely unwavering.
PCR test negative. Off to Haneda Airport, which was deserted. Most shops were closed. Even the Chinese restaurant I always eat at before traveling was closed. The atmosphere was bizarre. However, I felt an atmosphere where no one would dare to interfere with my important journey. It’s possible that someone’s pathogen could cause a lockdown and flights to be canceled. That’s why I wanted as few people as possible. My trip, for me. I desperately hid my nervousness, maintained a calm expression, relaxed my muscles, and prepared to react to anything.
Arrived at Honolulu Airport. Immigration and Customs, showed my permanent resident card. Then, all the Hawaiian immigration officers said, ‘Welcome back, we’re glad you’re here, you made it back!’ I was overwhelmed. As I left the airport building, my OHANA, my family, were waiting for me. I was overwhelmed. Tears flowed abundantly.
No rain No rainbow (Hawaiian proverb)
